2013, I'm coming for you!

It's almost the end of the year and I should probably reminisce about all the shit I've done in the past twelve months, but I'd rather not go back to that. I still squirm at the thought of all the ridiculous things I did this year. Whenever something horrible or embarrassing happens to me, I always think, "Relax, once you get home, you can write about this and laugh it off." But I end up succumbing in a corner and deciding not to talk about them...ever. So here I am fulfilling that decision. I will not talk about the roller coaster ride I've had this year, (but I'll probably end up talking about them in the future, anyway, once I get over them.) but I will talk about the (improbable) things I want to do when 2013 comes on my doorstep. 

1) Try playing the bass again. Music has always been a part of my life, music is more than just music to me, it's a way of life. I started playing the bass when I was in the 5th grade. And I kind of lost interest and stopped playing for like, 4 year. It's not bad if I start playing again. It's never too late. I think I'm joining a band this January. And I am really excited. Yay for recreational activities and human interaction!

2) Start playing football this summer. Well, I'm trying not to get my hopes up but my brother told me he'll enroll me in Ateneo Football Club in Manila this summer. It'll be really good for my health and my physical appearance, since I'm pretty chubby and I need to lose some weight before I step into college. (Girl problems. Blame, society and me for not having self -control) And when summer ends, my dad told me he'll enroll me to AFC in Naga (if they have one). Yay for fitness, sports and human interaction! 

3) Focus more on Academics. As much as I hate my textbooks, I need to force myself into reading them if I want to get into a good college, and if I want to graduate as a Valedictorian. My mom said, "Once na nabigyan kang title na Valedictorian or Salutatorian, naka tatak na yan sa buong buhay mo." I think I can do it. It's all about positive thoughts this 2013. I think I've had enough of teenage drama and OA pessimism. It's useless. 

4) Find time for books, movies and good TV shows. 2013 is going to be such a busy year for me, I want to find time for myself too. I also need to lessen my time on the Internet if I want to fulfill these goals.

So, I think that's it. Let's see if I can do at least two of these. I can do it. I can do it. I can('t) do it.

I CAN FUCKING DO IT, STOP TELLING ME OTHERWISE, BRAIN. FUCK YOU.