I feel like I am the most unwanted person here, and I feel like I'm easy to replace, easy to forget. And I think that it's the most painful feeling in the world. I don't like being the second choice, but in my four years of high school, that is all I ever felt.
My friends never give importance to me, well at least I don't feel it. It feels like they're treating me like a person who's just there. Someone you can approach when you have nobody else to be with.
And it's sad because I can never tell them how I feel because I am not sure how they will react to it. Will they give me the attention and love I want or neglect me even more?
And I'm scared because when I leave for college, I don't think I will even cross their minds, when they will be crossing mine all the time.

What did I do to deserve this? I try so hard to be liked. But even my best effort is not enough. I'm not sure if I'll be anyone's first choice, ever.
Hopefully I can find friends in college who will appreciate me better.