So, if it isn't obvious enough, this is Trenton Clark, from the underrated band called Radio Drive By. He may not be very popular, or the hottest man on earth, but he is one of the kindest "band dudes" out there. He's so genuine. Maybe fame hasn't gotten into him yet, but I just can't help but appreciate his kindness and effort to reply nicely to all of his fans. We have talked multiple times on Twitter, (he probably doesn't remember) but this is my favorite reply I got from him.
This hit me really, really hard. I've been self-loathing all summer, thinking that I am a worthless piece of shit who can't do anything right. Because it's true, before March arrived, I've planned a lot of wonderful activities for the summer. And I ruined those plans because I don't have self-control. I just wasted all of my time for an unforgettable summer in front of the laptop. And I thought "If I keep doing this, I am going nowhere." And currently, I'm running in circles. Because I never seem to stop myself from this black hole called the Internet. I've been losing interest in actually doing something productive, and when I completely don't give a damn anymore, what will happen to me? Rot? Turn out to be those people with no career?
I'm fucking fifteen years old.
I think too much.